You're not getting any sleep tonight....

It's a very disheartening thing knowing that when you get back home it might not be there. It has been a very trying week. At the top of the list, when we get back to Dayton, we might or might not have an apartment waiting for us. If we don't make enough money, I honestly don't know what I am going to do. We can't live on the streets and we can't go back to our old homes. How much I would love to move in with my mom and brother, that would just be a giant step backwards in my life. I have been really good at moving forward these last couple months, and I really feel like I am going in the right track. I just want to keep in that direction and stick with our all mighty plan to "make it happen". Joanne also referred me to Isaiah 41:10, while simple, gets the job done

So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

whatever happens, I am happy with my life. Tour is halfway over, it's had it's ups and downs, but I've made some new best friends, learned a lot about shows, had a blast with the dudes I've already been best friends with, and listened to a lot of Thrice, Enter Shikari, and Park.