Don't you dare tell me I'm not what you need now....

Today I am going to try and not prioritize my needs. I know it's something I need to start doing everyday, but baby steps will get me there. I need a new philosophy on how I live my life. I'm tired of being mediocre at everything. I'm tired of not being able to put anything into friendships. I'm tired of being timid and not going through with anything I plan. We have a lot of work left these last two weeks of tour if we are going to make this successful. I plan on doing whatever is possible to make that happen....